The first five people to respond to this post will get something made by me: My choice. For you.

This offer has some restrictions and limitations:

- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make. Commenter beware!
- What I create will be just for you.
- It'll be done this year (2009).
- I reserve the right to do something extremely strange.
- No forewarning about what it will be. With luck, it will be a surprise.
- You have no clue what it's going to be. It may be a story. It may be poetry. I may draw or paint something. I may bake you something and mail it to you. It may be a food item, an herbal mix or tea or incense, a recipe collection, or a piece of jewelery.
Who knows? Not you, that's for sure!

The catch? You have to put this offer in your journal as well, and make five things for your friends :)

This is in response to schnullybaby's post that I signed up under!

 I feel like everyone around me is moving forward, moving on and I've been left behind. I had these great dreams, these magnificent dreams but now I'm to afraid to even pretend they are still what I long for.A women I know asked me the other day if not singing anymore made me sad. I said no... I lied. Everyone is finding a path and I'm frozen in the same spot I was in three years ago. I'm not falling in love, working toward my goals or starting a family. I'm barely present, breathing without feeling the air enter my lungs.  

     I know that forgiveness is necessary for healing but I don't feel that I am in a place to consider full forgiveness at the moment. Indiscretions are varied but all break trust. When is enough... enough. I can't decide why I choose to hold on to my pain and those who caused it. Morbid as this entry may be I am in need of a release for the constant crazed circumstances I find myself in. Just know that I am fine...just searching.

Strangers:There is that 'I never have to see you again' quality attached to it and it's easier to be completely frank. Wow maybe I need therapy. I probably have trust issues. Oh well I'm good with it.

I wish I knew. I definetly believe in lust at first sight but as far as love I will have to get back to you. True love is an inspiring concept that very few people are capable of. True love isn't in any way a given but rather a complilation of hard work and genuine love.

Wow, twenty something weeks since I've updated. Absloutely no excuses for that one.

Tomorrow is promising to be the BEST DAY EVER.

First I'm going to Denver (haven't been out of this little town in months). Being in the city is always a joy and on top of that I'm going to see Celine Dion at the Pepsi Center! I got a floor level seat and you better believe I'm bringing my camera.

Plus I'm going to Barnes and Noble and getting the new Sarah Palin biography (so excited). I've had a minor obsession with her and books lately. I will also be hitting Victoria's Secret and any store within a twenty mile radius. My mom and I are going to drive down together and help my grandpa at his restaurant. Which means I get to have the best bbq ever.

So to summerize: Celine+ Palin Biography+ BBQ+ Shopping = Best Day Ever 
Oh and here is some gorgeous Celine that just has to be shared:

Here's how to play:
01. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
02. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
03. Post them to your journal with these instructions.

ex0h gave me A.

Always Love - Nada Surf

Always Love, Hate will get you every time

Ain't Gonna Look The Other Way -Celine Dion

After all the clouds go by,

it's just another empty sky

Aftertaste -Ben Lee

The Aftertaste is gonna break my heart

Feels like it's over before it starts

Ain't No Sunshine - Al Green

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone

And she's always gone to long

Always On Your Side -Sheryl Crow & Sting

Is there someplace far away

Someplace where all is clear