The first five people to respond to this post will get something made by me: My choice. For you.

This offer has some restrictions and limitations:

- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make. Commenter beware!
- What I create will be just for you.
- It'll be done this year (2009).
- I reserve the right to do something extremely strange.
- No forewarning about what it will be. With luck, it will be a surprise.
- You have no clue what it's going to be. It may be a story. It may be poetry. I may draw or paint something. I may bake you something and mail it to you. It may be a food item, an herbal mix or tea or incense, a recipe collection, or a piece of jewelery.
Who knows? Not you, that's for sure!

The catch? You have to put this offer in your journal as well, and make five things for your friends :)

This is in response to schnullybaby's post that I signed up under!

 I feel like everyone around me is moving forward, moving on and I've been left behind. I had these great dreams, these magnificent dreams but now I'm to afraid to even pretend they are still what I long for.A women I know asked me the other day if not singing anymore made me sad. I said no... I lied. Everyone is finding a path and I'm frozen in the same spot I was in three years ago. I'm not falling in love, working toward my goals or starting a family. I'm barely present, breathing without feeling the air enter my lungs.  

     I know that forgiveness is necessary for healing but I don't feel that I am in a place to consider full forgiveness at the moment. Indiscretions are varied but all break trust. When is enough... enough. I can't decide why I choose to hold on to my pain and those who caused it. Morbid as this entry may be I am in need of a release for the constant crazed circumstances I find myself in. Just know that I am fine...just searching.

Strangers:There is that 'I never have to see you again' quality attached to it and it's easier to be completely frank. Wow maybe I need therapy. I probably have trust issues. Oh well I'm good with it.